When it filled up this way.
"Chaos Leaning In"
It's hard to take in this span of time.
Some of you may know that Charlie was born about nine months after Jimmy left us. One door closed. Another sprang wide.
Yesterday morning I took him on a snipe hunt for records. He's interested in "ancient" technology, so a visit to a vintage junk shop with a record room was entertaining. I told him that record albums were interesting even though I had no way to play them because of the printed information, including song lyrics. We picked through the three and six-dollar bins and came away with a few gems in good condition.
Side note - Jazz records, even used, are very expensive. We stuck with pop and rock.
By the time we got home, there was a big box on the doorstep and I got to introduce him to the sublime pleasure of spinning a platter. The sound from this little portable is terrible, but he had nothing to compare it to. As much fascinated with the mechanics as the music. Fortune smiled - this player has the ability to wirelessly connect to Bluetooth speakers with great sound. Jake will set that up.
It was such a delight to watch him so absorbed in something that was my teenage lifeblood.
If you've ordered anything in the past week, it will be shipped tomorrow.
My personal stash is running low. Time to plan another dye fest.
Grrrr. After arriving on time and waiting 45 minutes only to hear there were five patients ahead of me, I gave the receptionist a "fuck this shit" face and told her I was out. She commiserated silently - the waiting room was packed. I will call to reschedule. On with a quiet day.
All the wandering hearts may have been practice for this: ripping some hearts out of a UFO whose days were numbered. There are lots of those laying around.
The same thing is likely for the story I've been wrangling.
The heart has been obscured by plot wriggling. It may even be missing.